hospice –
rubbing lotion
into her still hands
bitten nails . . .
holding the pain
in her hands
worry beads –
one by one I parse
your silence
nightshade –
the smoothness
of an aubergine
lonely night –
even the moon
looks around
darkening forest –
a wood thrush
begins to sing
chance of a lifetime –
my finger in front
of the lens
unable to swallow
childhood memories
rise up